People with “automatic adaptive algorithm”

SA all, miss uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. u deh 3ayda 3ala el kam bany2adam elly a7yanan bybosso 3ala el blog byta3y

The title is misleading?!! yes, I, myself, do not feel it totally express me. But i will try to explain it.

6 years ago, I consider myself, was totally a little undefined person. No goals, No dreams, Nothing. Something may be happened, and I decided to make a change, trying to be better and having nice future. I decided to focus on subjects I hated like math, and got books and solved as much as I could.  After some (not-short) time, “Lamy Math book” became my friend. I consider this step, one of first steps I did to attack my weakness.  Same happened with physics and other subjects. Germany frustrated me, and I had to change to “3elm ryada” and finally be at FCI-CU to meet the best friends in my life.

In faculty after first term, C++ course started, Instructor dealt with me in a way gave me impression I am stupid. One day, walking with my friend wael saying “yezhar ya w2el en e7na geena el fac el 3′alt”. As course finished and I did not finished most of programming problems, I decided to start my vacation to solve them. After that, again I thought how to attack my weakness, and the only thing to help me at programming level, was ACM competitions. I started to share, and now thanks God, I believe I am better than expected from myself.

In ACM (specially our training), we have a property called “Adaptive”. It is kind of algorithms do some building in the solution, BUT ONCE detected a mistake in the building, it works on correcting it. These corrections may corrupt other parts, but the algorithm will find it in a way or another and working on fixing it. In coding this algorithm we should proof that it will terminate.

I believe, I have this “Adaptive” property, but I am not a program…I am human. My process seems to work automatic not like codes need to be compiled and run. I always catch mistakes and working on fixing them. ACM was solution for programming, lamy was solution for math, Berlitz was solution for English…and other tens of things related to my social life and my relation with Allah. As humans can be neither complete nor “really ideal”, I usually fix mistakes and found other things got corrupted. It seems no way to handle this. But I believe, I am going to be better and better.

DON NOT MISUNDERSTAND. I did not write this post to talk about myself, I am just thinking in a wife with “automatic adaptive algorithm”. This is not enough, I hope also she accepts my character. Last one verified the first condition, but second condition was not applied.

Unfortunately, it is kind of   IF(A && B) do marry; one condition is not enough for me .

I mean it, I do not care totally with her past or old mistakes. I believe I should focus mainly on person facing me. Even, I may accept somethings bad in her behavior. If she has this property, she will always fix herself, Realizing mistakes and attacking it. I think of it like the right model to have as a wife. With word mistake, I am thinking in a large set of categories of mistakes.

As it seems there is no hope with last one, I decided to gave my self a break and searching somewhere for someone who can achieve the IF condition for me.

I never met guys with “automatic adaptive algorithm”. May be I do not explore my friends well :S, But I wish If I found someone.

Regards,

Darsh.

Finally TA!!!

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Finally, Mostafa Saad Ibrahim is a Teaching Assistant.

May be it is not important thing for many people, but for me, it means much and much.

When I was at first year, I used to explain for my friends what they did not understand. They always gave me impression that I am good in explaining. This setuped up my goal to be TA and thanks God, another dream of mine is achieved.

Let’s write it here again, 12/10/2008 Mostafa Saad taught his first Lab. It was SWE1 Lab for DS students. They were really nice.

And now, let’s move to the part that i wished to share it here.

When the schedule was about to appear, I wished to have programing2 subject. I was upset to have SWE not prog2. After that, I was again more sad to be with DS not CS. And also I wished not be with my friend Islam, so that we deal with an older TA and gain experience.

We should always accept what Allah selected for us. The prog2 will be studied in Java with Arabic. Many TA and students say it is disaster if it will be that way. Also CS/IS SWE1 students like army, not group of students. Their TAs suffers from explaining again and again, setuping software in many machines. Really much todo. More students in Lab, more effort needed.

Thanks God for my 20 DS student. They were really easy to manage and just small number of machine to handle.

Finally, Eslam and me, were perfect. We set the plan for the Lab together. Also we criticize other TAs, and set solutions for thier problems. In the lab, I feel as a decision Maker as I used to be. If I was with an older TA, I will just be the new baby TA who should follow their strategies most of time.

Although I did not get anything from what I wished, I believe that I got now the best combination. Thanks God for ur selections for me.

Graduated!!! Who can Imagine?!!!

SA All, i know that all who used to read my blog, are now graduated and we share same feeling.

Yes, I am Graduated… to be exact, since yesterday, I A M    G R A D U A T E D.

It was a cute GP discussion that i did not expect. We did many preparations for large set of doctors’ questions. Even the project name question, was prepared its answer el7amd elllah.

A7la 7aga fe el discussion 7agteen:

1) Dr fatama maknetsh bytn2shna, we bel taly, etr7mna men as2letha el “over smart”

2) We did not hear the silly comments, that IS department used to say, in the  discussion.

Discussion ended, we got A+, I was declared as graduated and got some Graduated pictures .

At the night, i took my team and went to City Starts Cinema, we sadmona en as3ar el tazaker zadet 5 pounds we b2et be 30 pound :S. We entered Hancock movie, it was excellent and extraordinary.

Now, we r graduated, what next?!!!

We can look to students status now as following:

Tab3an modo3 el sho3′l dah 7aga mohema awy lel shabab elly zay. Lel asaf mesh bynert7a fiki ya doniea :S.

3aref en el post maknsh momte3 awy, bas ana 7abeet a blog this fantastic moments and just say.

@ 8-7-2008 11:59 am Mostafa Saad becoame GRADUATED.

Also, many friends @FCIS was graduating in same day and may be in same time.

Cute day @ mylife

SA all, it is so long time since i blogged. It will not be a long blog at all. it is just small story.

since some years, i had a very good friend and he means more for me.  After some long time, he accused me of bad things, and even did not give me a chance to defend on myself. I did my best to prove that this did not happen, but i could not.

After this bad day, i did not see him. I got impression like it seems this is better. Days passed, i did my best to forget him and his strange accuses to me. The only bad thing, that i wish if nothing like that happens, or at least, we do not have such bad impression on each other.

As everything is organized by our creator, and each thing has a wisdom, i always believe that thinking about this wisdom, will learn us much.

Today, without any arrangements, The destiny makes us meet He started general talks and me 2. While talking, my mind starts to say, why u do not ask him, about his behavior & accuses and so on.  But, i started to say, what this will gain for me and then i remembered kawl Ellah “la tas2alo 3an ashe2 en tobda lakom taso2kom”.

I felt that i will gain nothing, and even asking may just lead us to make tough discussion, or just “U did? No  I did not” scenarios :S. As all what i wish is @ least when we see each other later, we do not runaway from each other, i decided to make it just usual talking between any colleges to remove that boundary which bad friends created between us.

It was really “Cute day @ mylife” for the following reasons:

1) i have jumped a little over the big wall that days built between us, i am not intending to jump more, but @ least, if i saw him one day again, i will be able to greet him.

2) It is the first time, i kill my great curiosity, specially  that i felt that nothing good will happen when i know more

3) feeling good that i have applied my Quran guides once i remembered it.

TU

TU?!!! what is this?? To You?? or what???!!

Ok stop guessing, it means “Thank You”.

“Thank You”, from where you got this name? An event at FCIS was with this name, and i read the event name for long time as 2u.

Anyway, TU for whom………Simply, for many people who have effects on changing many points at my behavior, character and future.

I will back 6 years. I still remember these days when i was in first year in secondary school. I was lost. No goals, no dreams. I was out of religion line 300 grade. I was not smart at all. Actually, may be i was stupid scientifically. I liked “el 7efz so much” and it was my way to get grades.

What happens? “Sob7an mo3′ir el a7wal”….With the end of my first year, I imagined for a while myself sitting at coffees all the time. No job, No family, No anything, no life at all. This was the last time i was failure person. I started to fix my self scientifically. Thanks god, after 4 years, i managed to be a little good boy. I was able to think/analysis/solve.

Many things helps me to change a little like solving math. But the most important effect comes from ACM activity, i will talk later much about it. I am not trying to say i became a super guy. I just want to say, i succeeded to change much on my way in thinking.

About these reminder two years (3rd, 4th year in faculty), it was my second change. I started to first time realize difference between a teenager and a full grown person. Day after day, I grown more. I became more close to Allah. At this phase, I started to change other issues at myself (NOT totally completed yet, reminder bugs will be solved) specially my behavior and the way i deal with people. Actually, i am preparing my self to be TA in my faculty and husband/father in the near future. Final thing, with start of 4th year in faculty,I felt that i reached an important break point at my life.

In fact, from the post name, i am not here to talk about myself, I am here to say “Thank You”. Sure thanks for Allah in the first place for every thing. Simply, I am here to say “Thank you” for every person who helps me to make such big change at my life.

Actually, each persons i want to thank, not necessary helps me directly. I used to watch, see and learns.

OK, after this long introduction, how the reminder of this post will go??!!!. Ok, simply, i will mention names, and may be i sit a comment beside the name about how this persons helps me.

I do not like to mention explicit names. So, I have designed a name schema for that. Each name will be 2-3 capital letters. First character is M(Male) or F(Female). Second letter will be first character in person first name. Third letter will be first character in person middle name (IF i remember it or do not want to mention it). E.g. I am Mostafa Saad –> MMS.

MAM: The first impact on me. He is my antim till now. We are friends from 10 years. He was so smart. And indirectly, I was jealous and tried to be good like him.

MMM: Ebn 5alty. I will never forget his advice to enter my current faculty. He helps me much in programming. First person to learn me how to think about a problem need to be programmed.

MMR: This doctor learns me how to be patient.

MAA: My first C++ tutor. I can not forget his advice to join ACM.

MMW: This is wahab. My highest Ideal. The smartest person that i deal with till now. I need article with 10 pages to say big TU for him.

MHD: My first ACM team leader. I learned from him much. He is really expertise. One final thing, this guy push me toward Allah implicitly. I always happy to watch him while he is praying. I feel a strong relation between him and Allah.

These are the main effectors at my life scientifically. fortunately no girls. But here other persons that helps me to get changed.

FZ: Implicitly/Explicitly She helps me in refining some wrong judgments about girls. She always supports me with strong opinions when i need that. Really i got a fantastic sister.

FM: I liked here behavior and how she is changeable from state to better state. Also watching here, makes me discover that still there are very good girls that you wish always to have one of them as your wife, sister or mother. One of reasons that i am a one of first ranked students at my class.

FM: Before i getting a little close from here, i thought she is so complicated girl. BUT i discovered that simply she is fata motadyna. She always among girls only, but when works requires here to work with boys, she is good communicator. I started to stop shape judgment. Judge people when you deal with them.

FS: She is one of my old colleges and one of the persons that i liked so much. We have a situation in my first year in the faculty. She emailed me that a lecture was canceled and i was about to leave home. I was happy that i did not go to faculty as no lectures. Second day, i saw her, i went to thank here. Without feeling, for first time, madeet edy 3shan aslem 3alyha, 2ltly sorry, mesh ba7eb aslem 3ala welad. OoOps, i embarrassed a little. But this was my first and last time to shake a girl. Thx FS.

FK: She is one of my old colleges and one of the persons that i liked so much. The best memories in my life. Implicitly she pushed me toward my future and refining my goals in life.

when ever i remembers others, I will add them.

Final note: 2u = reverse(u2) = reverse( TU ).