SA all, miss uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. u deh 3ayda 3ala el kam bany2adam elly a7yanan bybosso 3ala el blog byta3y 
The title is misleading?!! yes, I, myself, do not feel it totally express me. But i will try to explain it.
6 years ago, I consider myself, was totally a little undefined person. No goals, No dreams, Nothing. Something may be happened, and I decided to make a change, trying to be better and having nice future. I decided to focus on subjects I hated like math, and got books and solved as much as I could. After some (not-short) time, “Lamy Math book” became my friend. I consider this step, one of first steps I did to attack my weakness. Same happened with physics and other subjects. Germany frustrated me, and I had to change to “3elm ryada” and finally be at FCI-CU to meet the best friends in my life.
In faculty after first term, C++ course started, Instructor dealt with me in a way gave me impression I am stupid. One day, walking with my friend wael saying “yezhar ya w2el en e7na geena el fac el 3′alt”. As course finished and I did not finished most of programming problems, I decided to start my vacation to solve them. After that, again I thought how to attack my weakness, and the only thing to help me at programming level, was ACM competitions. I started to share, and now thanks God, I believe I am better than expected from myself.
In ACM (specially our training), we have a property called “Adaptive”. It is kind of algorithms do some building in the solution, BUT ONCE detected a mistake in the building, it works on correcting it. These corrections may corrupt other parts, but the algorithm will find it in a way or another and working on fixing it. In coding this algorithm we should proof that it will terminate.
I believe, I have this “Adaptive” property, but I am not a program…I am human. My process seems to work automatic not like codes need to be compiled and run. I always catch mistakes and working on fixing them. ACM was solution for programming, lamy was solution for math, Berlitz was solution for English…and other tens of things related to my social life and my relation with Allah. As humans can be neither complete nor “really ideal”, I usually fix mistakes and found other things got corrupted. It seems no way to handle this. But I believe, I am going to be better and better.
DON NOT MISUNDERSTAND. I did not write this post to talk about myself, I am just thinking in a wife with “automatic adaptive algorithm”. This is not enough, I hope also she accepts my character. Last one verified the first condition, but second condition was not applied.
Unfortunately, it is kind of IF(A && B) do marry; one condition is not enough for me 
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I mean it, I do not care totally with her past or old mistakes. I believe I should focus mainly on person facing me. Even, I may accept somethings bad in her behavior. If she has this property, she will always fix herself, Realizing mistakes and attacking it. I think of it like the right model to have as a wife. With word mistake, I am thinking in a large set of categories of mistakes.
As it seems there is no hope with last one, I decided to gave my self a break and searching somewhere for someone who can achieve the IF condition for me.
I never met guys with “automatic adaptive algorithm”. May be I do not explore my friends well :S, But I wish If I found someone.
Regards,
Darsh.
