SA all, it is so long time since i blogged. It will not be a long blog at all. it is just small story.
since some years, i had a very good friend and he means more for me. After some long time, he accused me of bad things, and even did not give me a chance to defend on myself. I did my best to prove that this did not happen, but i could not.
After this bad day, i did not see him. I got impression like it seems this is better. Days passed, i did my best to forget him and his strange accuses to me. The only bad thing, that i wish if nothing like that happens, or at least, we do not have such bad impression on each other.
As everything is organized by our creator, and each thing has a wisdom, i always believe that thinking about this wisdom, will learn us much.
Today, without any arrangements, The destiny makes us meet He started general talks and me 2. While talking, my mind starts to say, why u do not ask him, about his behavior & accuses and so on. But, i started to say, what this will gain for me and then i remembered kawl Ellah “la tas2alo 3an ashe2 en tobda lakom taso2kom”.
I felt that i will gain nothing, and even asking may just lead us to make tough discussion, or just “U did? No I did not” scenarios :S. As all what i wish is @ least when we see each other later, we do not runaway from each other, i decided to make it just usual talking between any colleges to remove that boundary which bad friends created between us.
It was really “Cute day @ mylife” for the following reasons:
1) i have jumped a little over the big wall that days built between us, i am not intending to jump more, but @ least, if i saw him one day again, i will be able to greet him.
2) It is the first time, i kill my great curiosity, specially that i felt that nothing good will happen when i know more
3) feeling good that i have applied my Quran guides once i remembered it.